Lucid living

All the things

I didn’t do

Lay around

With the things I should have

Done

Outside the world drives by

I here the wheels

hhhmmmmm

Over the pavement

 

But there are dreams yet

So I close my eyes

To rest more

Yes

To not be awake

Yes

To look at the dreams

Yes

 

Warm in my bed

Sunlight sneaks

Through drawn blinds

Keeping the out from in

In from out

 

hhmmm…hmm…hhhmm

The wheels

Of the lives outside

Roll by

 

Open eyes

Stare up

White ceiling

hmmm…hhhhmm…hhmm

Tired

Not enough

Guilt

I have to get up

Take care of it

Guilt

I’m not in those cars

 

It’s warm

In bed

Still maybe

Some dreams

I have not sifted through

 

hhmmm…hhhmmmmmmmm…

Their doing something

 

Light streams

Around the edges

The cracks

 

What am I

Meant to do

Today

What will

I do

Today

What do I

Have to do

Today

What should I

hmmm…hhmmmm…hhhmmmmm…

 

My friends are dying

My family is dying

I am alive

And so are they

hmmm…

 

Here I am

Listening for a voice

Looking to

The white specks on the ceiling

To help me understand

What I do not yet know